Well then Alpha, accept the fact that she is not your friend. You wanted to be unfair to win, what kind of friend leads you to do the wrong ? Not a true friend. =]
Yes, when you lose people it makes you stronger. Dependant on yourself rather than depending on the people you love and then losing them.
I don't know... I'm weak on this ground. Once I make a friend, I make it for a lifetime. And nothing in the world can break that.

No . You are not by yourself. Nobody is. Somewhere some place there will always be a man/woman who is ready to die for you.
You just have to search for him/her.
i have found my homie
For men may come, and men may go... But life goes on for ever.
They come, true. They care, true also...
And they leave too.