And notReverend, perhaps considering your strengths before rushing into a dilemma of which medical school to take would do you good. I am no one pick a career for you, but if you got the same grades twice, it's easy to assume that your strength may not lie in, say, medical. You probably want to shoot me for saying this when you're finally in university 
But clear out any confusion in your head before proceeding forward. If medical IS what means the world to you, then go for it, give it all in your MCAT and be prepared to invest in a private medical college. If there's something else you actually wanna do, then it's trying to call you for a while now. 
Good luck!
Thanks a lot, pal! I appreciate any piece of advice, particularly now
To be honest, I still don't know what will happen, I might actually be accepted by a med school, or I might not. Becoming a doctor wasn't something my parents or anybody chose for me, it was an amazing idea that I couldn't get out of my head. I know how difficult it is to study medicine and everything, but this is certainly something that is right for me. What my problem is, exam phobia. And a major fear of failing. I remember when I was a little kid I used to have horrible nightmares of failing simple maths tests and whatnot, so I think something in my mind-frame had a role to play in my results. I still haven't gotten the blue paper with the provisional results, so for some reason I think the marks might actually be different. That's just the way I am, I guess
But thanks a lot, though. Just signing into this forum makes me feel better
