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My Last
« on: August 27, 2010, 07:49:30 pm »
Hey guys, since this is going to be my last post, I want to make everyone happy! :D


My Last


If this will be my last thought
Then I want to think it free
I want to knowingly think
Thank my freedom cannot be bought

If this is my last breath
Then I want to smell something sweet
Not the imminent stench of the graveyard
That Death
Reeks

If this is to be my last wish
Then I want to wish
For it all
That all is lively and joyous
And people stand proud and tall

If this is to be my last hug
Then I want to feel it warm
Not love’s gentle malaise
Not freedom to succumb

If this is to be my last gaze
Then I want to see plain white
On a black background;
That will be suffice

If this is to be my last endeavor
Then I want to take time to pray
For everyone one depending
Will see me rise today

If this is to be my last fight
Then I will fight proud
Thinking of all the people
Those shout out my name aloud

If this is to be my last scene
Then I want petals to fly
Sashes in the sky
Horns playing out loud
And the sky, blue and dry

If this is my last poem
I want to end it with this line
That none is more superior
And none is more fine
What makes a poet
What makes a man
All lead to nothing
But fate’s imminent hands
So live your life
Fulfill all you want
Make joy rife for you and for others
So, that you never say goodbye.


I never had the time to consult astar, but I believe Ahana and DrEvil are ready to be Admins! :)

To DrEvil: Every man dies, not every man really lives. You live. Take care of this place for me. I know you will take good care of this place for me. I wanted to create a new member class for SF newsletter writers to honour them for a month. Please do this when you are an Admin.

To Nid: I love the way you help people. Perhaps one day, I will be as tender-hearted as you.

To Dibss: Take on the world. Its no match for you.

To Otrivine: I will send the papers to DrEvil, and I promise to get you all the Edexcel papers. iA! :)

To astar: Hey sir! I just want to say, for heaven's sake change that DP! I did the best I could here, it just was not good enough. Thank you so much, for every single thing that you have given me. I will keep in contact with you, I need the Physics help! :D

To ~Alpha: Sometimes people say what they believe, but sometimes what they believe is more than what they say ;)

To Ari Ben Canaan, the Lion Son of Israel: Hey man, sorry for the inconvenience. But just remember sometimes, if you think you got it tough, and someone else got it easy....just think twice before coming to that conclusion....Hey, I take ALL the blame on myself, that way you can be here without a bad conscience.

To all those who should out my name aloud, I believe in you because you believe me in me.

To Vin: Do me proud solja! :P

To mony: Peace be with you.

Many called me authoritative, and you know what I am. Because I am always afraid of something that I love straying too far off the side-walk.

This is my last post, and I wanted to make you all very happy. :) I hope I have. And to those that shout out my name aloud, stand up proud, you supported a good man, with good intentions. Please help the new Admins build this place into something better than I could give.

I never did anything for this place, just argued and was too authoritative. I know the people here, that disapproved of my actions, will not regret my loss.

In your time of peril
In your time need
Stray not from the teachings
Of your creed.

Assalam-u-alaikum-wa-rahmatullahi-Wa-barakatuhu
« Last Edit: August 27, 2010, 08:16:45 pm by Engraved »

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Re: My Last
« Reply #1 on: August 27, 2010, 07:55:15 pm »
Please tell me you are NOT SERIOUS about this!


“When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before.”

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Re: My Last
« Reply #2 on: August 27, 2010, 07:55:47 pm »
I can't believe it. I have so much to say and none of it seems adequate enough :'( :'(

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Re: My Last
« Reply #3 on: August 27, 2010, 07:57:15 pm »
NO WAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! :o :o :o :o

Engraved..y suddenly this decision??????????
O Allah grant us all the Jannah
Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter
Success is that old ABC ability,breaks,and courage
While there's life,there's Hope ;)
As long as I have faith in Allah,nothing else matters insA <3
Keep on forgetting to forget about you <3

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Re: My Last
« Reply #4 on: August 27, 2010, 08:01:15 pm »
Just one final request to you both Dibss and DrEvil. NEVER GIVE UP! as long as your intentions are clear, you can NEVER EVER go wrong!

I got to get over with this, I still have a girl's resources to get, at-least I can say that I got something for someone.

I will be here until both Ari and Nid are here or 2:30 AM my time, which ever comes first.

I want to give Nid her final request.

And as for maybeitwastheneighbours: You have more sparkles than I can count. But, that rock is still mine! :P

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Re: My Last
« Reply #5 on: August 27, 2010, 08:04:27 pm »
As for kim: There is more to fish than meets the eye. Thank you for every single moment. I love your brothers.

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Re: My Last
« Reply #6 on: August 27, 2010, 08:09:13 pm »
To hope: I hope you liked your birthday present! :D

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Re: My Last
« Reply #7 on: August 27, 2010, 08:10:19 pm »
Stop looking so miserable you guys! I just want to make everyone happy! :)

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Re: My Last
« Reply #8 on: August 27, 2010, 08:13:23 pm »
To hope: I hope you liked your birthday present! :D
You have no idea! But....Don't leave...because I got many birthdays to come insA..hahaha jokingg!!

I know I shouldn't joke in a time like this but really..The forum needs you..you have made a big difference especially in the newsletter..wallah u have had a deep positive impact on the forum :-\ :-\
O Allah grant us all the Jannah
Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter
Success is that old ABC ability,breaks,and courage
While there's life,there's Hope ;)
As long as I have faith in Allah,nothing else matters insA <3
Keep on forgetting to forget about you <3

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Re: My Last
« Reply #9 on: August 27, 2010, 08:21:16 pm »
You have no idea! But....Don't leave...because I got many birthdays to come insA..hahaha jokingg!!

I know I shouldn't joke in a time like this but really..The forum needs you..you have made a big difference especially in the newsletter..wallah u have had a deep positive impact on the forum :-\ :-\

Hey, positive and negative cancel out! :D

So, me and SF are even! :)

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Re: My Last
« Reply #10 on: August 27, 2010, 08:24:10 pm »
not quite a pleasure to read this thread....n u ask ppl to be happy while ur leaving? =o
neva got to know much about you buh yes i do read the newsletters n have seen your contribution lot...
anyways wont ask you to stay back or anything since time comes when eventually evrybody will say bye bye here...
so work hard, be successful in your life, May Allah bless you more and give u a happy & lovingly life ahead as well...n last buh not the least dont forget ur frns here =)
Good Bye.
Zara :)
You See - You like - You try - You fail meanwhile I see - I like - I want - I get!

La Fata Illa Ali, La Saif Illa Zulfikar . (:

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Re: My Last
« Reply #11 on: August 27, 2010, 08:28:30 pm »
not quite a pleasure to read this thread....n u ask ppl to be happy while ur leaving? =o
neva got to know much about you buh yes i do read the newsletters n have seen your contribution lot...
anyways wont ask you to stay back or anything since time comes when eventually evrybody will say bye bye here...
so work hard, be successful in your life, May Allah bless you more and give u a happy & lovingly life ahead as well...n last buh not the least dont forget ur frns here =)
Good Bye.
Zara :)
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To gg: Hello madamwazelle! I dare you to stick to one dp for a month! ;D

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Re: My Last
« Reply #12 on: August 27, 2010, 08:32:31 pm »
I forgot Freaked and Kheper: No more pervy puh-leeze!!!

And also unknown101: No swearing in the chat-room! :D

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Re: My Last
« Reply #13 on: August 27, 2010, 08:38:33 pm »
This is sad =/ You seemed to have really worked hard on this forum. Best wishes with your future, though!
All that is on earth will perish:
But will abide (forever) the Face of thy Lord--full of Majesty, Bounty & Honor.
Then which of the favors of your Lord will ye deny?


Qura'n, Chapter 55: The Beneficent, Verses 26-28

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Re: My Last
« Reply #14 on: August 27, 2010, 08:42:10 pm »
how come u leavin?? wat for??