ur off now...check this when u get back...
Pure...... L.U.S.T I hate how I feel, I hate how I act
I hate how I felt when I saw you
I hate how I acted when I heard there's a chance that I might be seeing you
I hate how it shows, I hate how my heart beats so fast whenever I actually see you, I hate the way I look at you, the way I talk about you.. the way I feel when you touch me or even look at me…
I hate that I feel jealous from others when I know I shouldn’t… its that painful jealousy and pain inside like I wanna scratch my skin open
I hate that I don't talk to you as much as I want and in the way I want eventhough I know how deadly closeness will be...
I hate that its impossible to be with you even in a million years..
Why does this all happen? Why do I stay away for days thinking about nothing but you? Why am I in this state now? Don’t even wanna wake up, wishing that I can see you again.. I know I will and I know it will cause me more pain
I know all this will go away in a couple of days… as it usually does
I know its not love, I know its some shades of lust…
I hate that I see you, and I hate that I don’t see you more often
I hate everything… mostly.. I hate the fact that I want you.
Thats totally me...=)
