This is it..my last post before deleting my account..
It is heart breaking to leave such a nice family like you..and to try and move on..but I knew that such a day will come..where I say goodbye to my dear friends and I'll never forget you all..
I owe this forum a lot..it taught me many things..including learning and studying..making new friends..having fun..sharing my happy and sad moments..feeling the support and care..falling in love..dealing with different personalities..knowing about the existence of many great minds..however I have to leave now..I guess my time is up..and I have to move on..
To be honest..my real reason of leaving this forum was because of my studies..I feel addicted to this forum and I might prefer it or spend more time in it than in my studies..I know many of you will think that 'time management' is the solution..but I believe it is more than that..I believe it needs commitment and courage..loyalty and time to stick to the forum..and I might not have all of that..
Another reason is that I was hurt..and I know many of you might think that I am a drama queen..telling you all of this..but I think it is the time for me to speak my mind and heart..
One of the best moments that I have spent in the forum was my 17th birthday..I was made a moderator for one day and that I'll never forget of how much it made me happy..and special..
Here's some final words to my dear friends that I would like to say:
Shousho..Mony: I know that you left already but if you are viewing as a guest..I would like to tell you that our friendship is strong and will stay strong forever insA..you were one of the first people in here to know..I'll never forget you and we will always keep in touch via fb+msn insA
Rox: My dear friend..I'll never forget you and your support especially at time of difficulty..we will always keep in touch insA via fb+msn :)I'll miss you
Alpha: U have no idea of how much I'll truly miss you and your great words that have always inspired me..we will keep in touch via fb insA
Ahana: I am truly sorry if I disappointed you..u'll always remain in my heart and I'll never forget you my dear friend.. we will keep in touch via fb insA
I'll miss u
Lana Wolf: I've spent so many great moments with you and you made me feel better when I found that you are ready to listen and support me..I'll never forget that and I will truly miss u
we will keep in touch via fb+msn insA
Golden Girl: I know we hadn't talked that much but I'll never forget how your words left an impact upon me..they made me a stronger believer and I was able to be more patient..thank you sister and we will keep in touch via fb insA
Notty Kiddo: My partner in crime..you have been such a lively cheerful person that made me laugh and you were there in times of ease and difficulty..I'll never forget you and u'll always be in my heart..we will keep in touch via fb insA
Kim: My sweet caring friend who have always asked about me even when not around..I'll truly miss you and you'll always be in my heart..we will keep in touch via fb insA
Jinx: I know that life might seem hard at times..but I believe in you that u'll be able to achieve and accomplish success..I'll never forget you or your sweet words that gave me confidence..I'll miss u..we will keep in touch via fb insA
Iluvme: I hadn't had that long time to talk to you that much but believe me when I did..I felt happy always..you had supported me and made believe even more..I appreciate it..we will keep in touch via fb insA
Maybeitwastheneighbors: Well I've always wished that you would have a shorter name
but your real name inspired me and Alhamdollila that is short
LOL! JK..but I will never forget you and your care..I'll miss u and whenever u activate ur fb account..add me insA
Dibss:I wish I knew you better but am glad that I did talk to you..thank you for everything and I'll truly miss you my dear friend..
Vampire: I didn't get that long time to try and get to know you better..but when I talked to you..I felt this really nice relaxing feeling..I'll miss you really and will never forget your support..
Esha: LOL! I know that u like tug of war so don't let our team down
I'll miss the competition
thank you for ur support..
Ash:I love you interesting posts..the ones that u attach photos and stuff..very nice mA! I'll miss u Ash and ur posts
And I wish that I knew you better..thank you for ur support..
Princess12: You are a good friend and thank u for everything..
Unknown: Check ur pms..
Manidadude: Thank u for ur support and for being a great bro..u inspired me and I won't ever forget that..I appreciate every thing..
Engraved: I know u have left but if u were viewing as a guest..I just want to tell u thank u for the bd present..it meant a lot to me..
DrEvil: I know that u have said previously that u won't accept my deletion request..but am asking you that u do..I don't want to be disappointing but I really have to do this..And I hope that my poem will be among those selected in the September's edition insA..I just want to leave something to be remembered with..thank u DrEvil! I appreciate everything..
Crooked: U are a great supporting brother that ur sister is lucky to have for real..and am sure ur parents are proud of u..they should..I can't thank u enough for ur care and joy..u brought life to this place..thank u for everything..
Meticulous: I hope u find what u want in ur future and it was very nice to discuss university issues..it helped me and gave me a lot of ideas and info..I hope I did too..thank u for everything..I'll never forget that..
Aribencanaan: It was nice arguing with u
JK..thank u a lot Ari..u helped me a lot..and hope I did too..
Requiem: I believe that u can change into a better person..but that will never happen if u didn't believe in urself first..and I wish that u'll be guided into the right path..
Vin: Never got to know u but wish u the very best insA..
Stylish Executive: I've always liked to read ur posts in the debate board..very interesting with new ideas..wish u the best.. insA
Kheper: keep this place live
Gumnam: Believe in yourself so that ppl can believe in u..and I like that u never give up esp in the tug of war thread
Catious/theonlyone: Wish u the very best insA and thank u for ur care..
Heart hacker: Good luck
Ducatim: Good luck
Deadly_King: Thank u for the bd wishes..very sweet ma!
Asiftasfiq: keep helping ppl and good luck with Esha on the tug of war thread
I'll miss you all and hope you all remember me in your prayers..
Assalamu Alikum We Rahmatulla Wa Barakatoh
