what is ur mood right now??

[nid404]

But I am afraid to trust now...this was a lesson and it caused lots of pain. I fear it might happen again.

Who can understand better <3

[Alpha]

hahahaha @ u girls. You too also?

And I thought I was the only one losing the people I always trusted!

This one was very shocking though..still is to me. I do not understand the reason behind all of this...

We're also girls, you know.  

And me, I can't forget my friend. And I never will. I'd do anything in the world I possibly can, just to have her back.  

I check on her, from time to time, she just does not know it.  

WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE TRUST HIM COMPLETELY WITHOUT
ANY DOUBT....... AT THE END YOU WOULD GET ONE OF THE TWO :
EITHER A LESSON FOR YOUR LIFE OR A VERY GOOD PERSON

I believe I learnt a lesson and I still believe the person is very good...

And it's when you've lost what you had that you realize its true worth...

[Freaked12]

Dead Dead Tired.

Football has killed me. And i have to go for a sleepover with a friend.SHOOT

[Alpha]

And we will trust again... and fall again. Many more times to come, prepare for that.

[Monica]

@Alpha, why do you not try talking to her then?

Well, my friend...was the best, such an awesome, caring, loving person. I still do not understand the reason behind ignoring and acting cold. I did nothing wrong, in fact I decided to change the bad side in me which made my friend angry so why all of this? I tried talking but no use.

I guess it was all an act...

[nid404]

I don't know what wrong I did ...

[Vin]

Hmm... I haven't experienced anything of this sort Guess I'm lucky...?

[Alpha]

@Alpha, why do you not try talking to her then?

Well, my friend...was the best, such an awesome, caring, loving person. I still do not understand the reason behind ignoring and acting cold. I did nothing wrong, in fact I decided to change the bad side in me which made my friend angry so why all of this? I tried talking but no use.

I guess it was all an act...

I did, a thousand times.  

And I keep doing it... No use.

Strange... I lost mine cause I wanted to be fair.

Even I don't know what wrong I did.  

[Monica]

I tried blaming myself but I still can not see a reason behind it AT ALL. =[ I tried my best....

@Vin, u r still young. Not trying to pessimistic but you will face it cause this is life.  

@Alpha...LOL...I really tried blaming myself but I seriously did try my best =[

Perhaps it was them, not us.

[Freaked12]

I did, a thousand times.  

And I keep doing it... No use.

Strange... I lost mine cause I wanted to be fair.

Even I don't know what wrong I did.  

HOW CAN YOU LOSE FRIENDS.

FRIENDSHIP IS A BOND THAT WILL ALWAYS KEEP TWO PEOPLE TOGETHER.
Either you two were not friends in reality or someone must have done something really really bad

[nid404]

Hmm... I haven't experienced anything of this sort Guess I'm lucky...?

Losing a friend is not easy...

I'm happy you haven't had to go through any of this...

Honestly, it made me stronger...although you have ppl around you, you know you're all by yourself.

[Alpha]

I tried blaming myself but I still can not see a reason behind it AT ALL. =[ I tried my best....

@Vin, u r still young. Not trying to pessimistic but you will face it cause this is life.  

@Alpha...LOL...I really tried blaming myself but I seriously did try my best =[

Perhaps it was them, not us.

I tried too... I apologized... I was ready to be 'unfair' too... Nothing worked.

HOW CAN YOU LOSE FRIENDS.

FRIENDSHIP IS A BOND THAT WILL ALWAYS KEEP TWO PEOPLE TOGETHER.
Either you two were not friends in reality or someone must have done something really really bad

I lose them just like I win them.  

Friendship lasts, friends may not...

[Alpha]

Losing a friend is not easy...

I'm happy you haven't had to go through any of this...

Honestly, it made me stronger...although you have ppl around you, you know you're all by yourself.

That's so true... We're all by ourselves... others have a life too, guess, it's... fair.

[Monica]

Well then Alpha, accept the fact that she is not your friend. You wanted to be unfair to win, what kind of friend leads you to do the wrong ? Not a true friend. =]

Yes, when you lose people it makes you stronger. Dependant on yourself rather than depending on the people you love and then losing them.

[Freaked12]

Losing a friend is not easy...

I'm happy you haven't had to go through any of this...

Honestly, it made me stronger...although you have ppl around you, you know you're all by yourself.

No . You are not by yourself. Nobody is. Somewhere some place there will always be  a man/woman who is ready to die for you.
You just have to search for him/her.
i have found my homie